As ashamed as I am to say it (though I guess I shouldn't be...) I slept with a guy on furcadia last night. But I do have a legitimate reason to be bad, but not for that. I disconnected myself during it 'cause I felt ashamed of myself and promptly uninstalled the program. I feel bad 'cause the guy seemed really nice, and looking back on it it was kind of fun. But i got scared and left 'cause...well, I dunno.

I guess it stems from the fact that despite being attracted to men, I've never really found one I want to BE with and in reality, past the sexual part I dunno if I'd really want to be with a guy. I rather have a wife and kids and all that. But despite the fact that I like to believe that at the very LEAST I'm bi...look at the art I fav. :P

I dunno, I just needed to get that out. I doubt I'm gonna reinstall furc and apologize to the guy, 'cause obviously he doesnt know who I am (I didnt use this aliase for it)...Plus I'm kind of afraid to do it again. But if he happens to read this, I am really sorry.