Yes, my last journal was an April's fool joke.

But certainly not meant for Shadow.

This was meant for another friend of mine who has scared me half to death this past month with a pregnancy scare, which resulted in many a night of frantic phone-calls and purchasing of tests. Sadly due to some events I was called into work early and had posted the stupid journal before I was able to notify him about the stupid Bullshit comment anyway.

To those that do know me; I do not normally partake in April's fools day at all for I see it as immature. This was the one time that I did, and in a way I was very immature.

I know the damage has been done, and I know there are a few people that may never forgive me for what I have done.

I do not ask for forgiveness or for anything else. I realize I am an immature little shit. April Fools day never appealed to me and never will again.

I may be young, and very rarely do I pull something immature. But I do learn from my mistakes, and I do not repeat them.