somebody gotta tell my why this place is full of awesome shit
and i dont mean the obvious shit as in as in sweet fucking dubiosity
i fucking love when the internet changes constantly up and down and sideways

also i can't love anything anymore what the hell is wrong here this is so incredibly fantastic
what am i even doing they should listen to me but they dont and suddenly everything is surreal
but then again i could easily be jammed in my room and there would be huge activities i cant comprehend

sometimes i feel like this
and it doesnt stop
like when you hit something in space and it goes further and further until it desintegrates

i only can hope for all those things to turn their front sides down into the ocean so the sun doesnt fucking burn the information away
its like the internet really only with more oxidations
i have seen it on vanuatu they got it all over the place you just need to dig a hole deep enough and there it is
but its fragile so one should handle with care
i mean even when i did it was all like that once i left



i really need a fucking blackout