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14 years ago
so i've not had the best few days, everything's been pretty crazy.
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basically it all started with me vomiting profusely yesterday, and it been pretty damn close to black.
i figured oh, maybe it was the grape soda and roast beef i ate, but after talking to my friend =Yupik, and my mom they might be pretty concerned that it could be an ulcer. we're probably jumping to conclusions, since i'm pretty sure the darkness is from what i ate, but i've been having constant nausea, headaches, and the vomiting worried me. i also have a lot of like, burning in my throat, and it's really uncomfortable. i usually almost always have headaches and feel sick, but it's continually getting worse that i'm starting to get kind of freaked out. i've been so stressed, i think it's basically making me sick.
another thing that really upset me and made me feel worse is that my dog bit me in the face.
i was rough-housing with him, like i always do, and he was acting a little funny. basically running away, like he was scared or upset, and jumped on my bed. i jumped in with him and was still playing with him, and he snarled at me then bit me in the cheek.
i was initially freaked out not so much on the pain, but by the shock of actually being bitten.
at first, i was really angry, scared, and upset. but after i talked to my dad, and my mom, we all agreed his actions were from his previous abuse. i'm not sure as to how bad the abuse was, but it must've been pretty bad because i can barely play with him and he gets freaked out. i'm not angry with him, nor do i hate him. i can tell by how distant he's being towards me, that i know he feels bad and didn't mean to do what he did. he probably thought that be me playing roughly with him, i guess he thought i was gonna hurt with. which i would never ever do.
so i guess i just won't play with him really anymore, i don't ant either of us getting hurt over it.
so idk. i just hope that all my stress isn't going to cause any serious health issues. especially because i don't have my medicaid anymore, or any health insurance.. eh frvr. :c
...
basically it all started with me vomiting profusely yesterday, and it been pretty damn close to black.
i figured oh, maybe it was the grape soda and roast beef i ate, but after talking to my friend =Yupik, and my mom they might be pretty concerned that it could be an ulcer. we're probably jumping to conclusions, since i'm pretty sure the darkness is from what i ate, but i've been having constant nausea, headaches, and the vomiting worried me. i also have a lot of like, burning in my throat, and it's really uncomfortable. i usually almost always have headaches and feel sick, but it's continually getting worse that i'm starting to get kind of freaked out. i've been so stressed, i think it's basically making me sick.
another thing that really upset me and made me feel worse is that my dog bit me in the face.
i was rough-housing with him, like i always do, and he was acting a little funny. basically running away, like he was scared or upset, and jumped on my bed. i jumped in with him and was still playing with him, and he snarled at me then bit me in the cheek.
i was initially freaked out not so much on the pain, but by the shock of actually being bitten.
at first, i was really angry, scared, and upset. but after i talked to my dad, and my mom, we all agreed his actions were from his previous abuse. i'm not sure as to how bad the abuse was, but it must've been pretty bad because i can barely play with him and he gets freaked out. i'm not angry with him, nor do i hate him. i can tell by how distant he's being towards me, that i know he feels bad and didn't mean to do what he did. he probably thought that be me playing roughly with him, i guess he thought i was gonna hurt with. which i would never ever do.
so i guess i just won't play with him really anymore, i don't ant either of us getting hurt over it.
so idk. i just hope that all my stress isn't going to cause any serious health issues. especially because i don't have my medicaid anymore, or any health insurance.. eh frvr. :c
Sorry again bout' all yer troubles, but tomorrow is a new day~