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who am i kidding
14 years ago
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im not living my life for myself. im living it for the ones around me.
i want to improve those lives around me
because theirs will always be worth more than mine
or at least thats what i've figured out.
i live for others
to serve them
to love them
i live for my friends
i live for strangers
though they say every act of kindness is done out of self pity.
i dont know
i hate this
im depressed. i hate having the desprate feeling of my body physically not allowing my brain to be happy without the aid of medications.
i want to improve those lives around me
because theirs will always be worth more than mine
or at least thats what i've figured out.
i live for others
to serve them
to love them
i live for my friends
i live for strangers
though they say every act of kindness is done out of self pity.
i dont know
i hate this
im depressed. i hate having the desprate feeling of my body physically not allowing my brain to be happy without the aid of medications.
ive been just so...bleh lately lol.
i shouldnt be though, i have everything anyone could ask for, a roof under my head, food toeat. i should be happy but for some reason im slipping again.
fffffffuuuuuuu-
depression sucks big monkey balls. gotta say.
you just cant control it. shit sucks
i can't say i've met a ligitimately depressed human, whos on medication, whos happy and can live a normal life without shitty emotions.
ffffff i feel fucked for life :B
im sure it'll get better though...
i hope.