I am going to not be doing art at all PERIOD for a little while or possibly never again. I have been doing tons of self reflection on my personality, body, and talents.. some of which I have deemed not as grand as others. So here is what is gonna be happening. Some of my friends have already been a lil saddened but this is a personal decision of mine that i have pondered all day and think it might be good for me. I am gonna be packing up all my art supplies in a box... i am hesitant to sell but if I do end up just being better off with out art than I will be selling them.. I will finish art promised to people.. They will however not be uploaded to FA and will be mailed to you directly. I have been drawing since i can remember and i have been on and off..

My art has proven to be just a hobby or something i do when im bored.. This has never really been a complete passion for me. I dont draw very often or i hardly upload the things I do draw.. This makes it very hard to be recognized for and truthfully if i ever was recognized by many id only upset them by not being a "frequent" artist.. I have wasted a great deal of money for my art hobby and really dont have any commissions to make up for it. Maybe i'm just too overpriced or my art is unappealing.. im unsure but both mentally and financially it just seems to be a wise break

Tails, ears, and anything suit related will also be put to an end.. I never have had the stock of fur needed to actually make money off of any of these things ive sold.. ive gone in the red every time I have done a piece and honestly dont have the skill level to raise my prices. I never wanted to be unfair to those paying for the things I made. So due to this I simply will be finishing the things in my queue and completely shutting down suit crafting of any kind for my personal financial reasons. It is simply the more responsible thing to do.

I can understand if I lose watchers over this and that is fine.. I will still be on FA but as a watcher and customer :3

I just want to be normal for awhile.. Im not leaving the fandom or anything overly dramatic *rolls eyes* but im taking a break from a lot of my craziness to be a normal girl for awhile.. whether or not it i like it and stay that way or hate it and come back is a mystery

As for some other things.. im gonna be researching diets and methods of weight loss to try and gain a healthier me even if that doesn't give me anymore extended life.. I used to always dislike my appearance at times but now i am at a point where I am truly down to the bone disgusted with my appearance.. I have never felt so ugly and insecure about myself as I ever have when i realized this today.. this will be a challenging move for me in great detail..

Personality wise.. well i have always tried to be a very sweet person to everyone in my life. There have been times where I am ruthlessly cruel to others i have disliked in the past that i personally felt had done me wrong.. now its gonna be a lil different. these two sides will hopefully start to meld together and i can aim to be a more assertive person... If i dont like something i will voice it just as much as i will if i do like it.. If im not willing to do so than it will be something that comes over time

These changes will be made as soon as my mind can prep for them.. after all drawing queue and suit queue are finished all supplies will be boxed and stored away until i can figure out what i trully want to do if anything with my skills