Już niedługo, jeszcze niecałe 17 dni i pyknie mi dwudziestka. Czasami powiada się że szybko ten czas zleciał, ale jak tak na poważnie pomyśleć. To dużo tego było, dużo się zrobiło, zmieniło, nauczyło, itd., itd. Dużo mych planów na przyszłość się udało, a jeszcze wiele przede mną. Szkoda że ten rok troszkę obfitował w takie nieprzyjemności też. A zobaczymy jak to będzie się układać. Mam ino nadzieje że nie zacznę szaleć, niektóre osoby tak szaleją przy dwudziestce że nie kończą za dobrze.

Poza tym zbliża się wielkimi krokami matura... Bibliografia już oddana, oceny powystawiane... Za niecały miesiąc wszystko się zacznie.
Mam nadzieje że wszystko mi pójdzie dobrze.

Czasami doskwiera mi nadal samotność. Mimo ze mam tylu przyjaciół i znajomych i widuje się z nimi często. To brak czegoś jednak.

Ostatnio bardzo dogłębnie wsłuchuje się w Piosenki VNV Nation. I Podśpiewuje sobie je.

Np VNV Nation Ilusion
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AS3p05KX9L0
"I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all
The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though you never belong
This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy
I truly understand. Please, don't cry now

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you

Being like you are
Well this is something else, who would comprehend?
But some that do, lay claim
Divine purpose blesses them
That's not what I believe, and it doesn't matter anyway
A part of your soul ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last, but I'm still not sure
But what I do know, is to us the world is different
As we are to the world but I guess you would know that

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion always trying to change you

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion always trying to change you"

Albo VNV Nation - From My hands
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSyXSeAHL_k
"So much I thought, I'd have to say
though I try to speak, my meaning strays
We can''t avoid the facts that brought us here
I have come to say goodbye

The lies I try to tell with my own eyes
An act of pride, a wilful compromise
Please understand how torn I am
when I walk away from here

I lament the moments we won't share
If I am far too sentimental, I apologise
Please understand, this is who I am
and who I'll still be when I've walked away from here

You know that I am not unkind,
when I say: in the future, the past is just the past
No going back, no change of heart
But this is now
Time will not defer

My thoughts betray, so easily confess,
how long I'll wait here after you have gone
Nothing ends but I don't believe that now
Please don't walk away from here

When alone, when I remember days,
nothing will change a single fact of who you were to me
Oh, come what may, forever to the end
I find it so hard to let you go

Hush now
Let it go now
There's no need for sad goodbyes

Hush now
Let it go now
I know it's time to go

Time to let this fall from my hands"

Są Bardzo głębokie... Jak znajdę czas to je przetłumaczę.
Z ilision łapie mnie często za serce zwrotka:
"The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though you never belong
This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy
I truly understand. Please, don't cry now

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you"


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