Seriously. I fucking hate deviant art. The people over there are such fucking bitches. As some of you may, or may not know, I've struggled with my weight my entire life. I even developed some unhealthy habbits... known as PUKING YOUR GUTS OUT AFTER YOU FUCKING EAT.

Thus, I have a distorted mind frame of what "beauty" is. IMO, beauty is thin. Beauty is your hip bones sticking out, and deadly sharp, your collar bones pop, your wrists are tiny. DON'T JUDGE ME OKAY.

So... some of the art I do is I take stock photos... and make them "beautiful". I know in reality, that what I turn these girls into isn't "beauty" but I can't help but see it as such.

I no longer have my "habbits" but the mentality is still fucking there. On my DA, I post these photomanipulations... and I CAN'T FUCKING STAND the "I wish I looked like that" comments. NO BITCH. NO YOU REALLY DON'T. I've never been anorexic, never even a diagnosed bulimic... but the fuck? Seriously? You want to crowd your brain with "I can't eat that" or "I wonder how long I'll have to workout to burn this apple off."

I'm not glamorizing anorexia, I don't wish I had it. But I still find what I find to be beautiful. I make photomanipulations. Don't fucking say you want to look like them. You don't want your hair falling out, you don't want yellow skin, you don't want rotten teeth from the bile corroding your mouth.

You don't fucking want the mind of a person with an eating disorder.