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██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I'm still working on my sketches and commissions folks, no worries there.
Late;y I've been sticking into higher gear to find a job. but yea things are looking on the up and up.
Though I will admit that now or at least lately every time I look at my dad, I shake my head, and every time he speaks I get this HUGE urge to just punch him square in the mouth.
It's sad to say that about one's own father, but in his case, it's 100% most definitely worth it in the end. The boy (yes i don't even consider him a man anymore) is the most opinionated, egotistical, useless fat ass piece of shit. That I have ever had the displeasure of knowing. And at this point I really do hope he continues with his eating habits and croaks. or for even better justified justice, I hope his health gets bad enough to need to be in a wheel chair and shit, because the moment he expects to get any help from me I'll tell him straight to his face. "My grandfather did more in his own fucking life to deserve the help I gave him. You put yourself in this mess, and you can deal with it your own damn self."
It's not enough to say I hate this person, and quite frankly for those that know me, what I've just said must be a bit of a shock considering the kind of person I am. But what can be said is this.
These thoughts and feelings have developed over the long years of putting up with him. It's taken years for me to feel this way about anyone let alone my own father. To which I have put much thought into what I'll do after I've moved away from here and to where my heart belongs.
The verdict being I will or plan to disown my father completely. I won't for my mom because I still love my mother and she's an incredible person for putting up with him all these years. But as for myself, I just can't put up with him anymore, and I want nothing to do with him anymore.
As serious as this sounds, I really needed to get it off my chest, and i plan to push the remains of my anger into energy for doing my art work and finding a job. And I want to thank all you guys watching me for being very supportive and enjoying the art i present to you. ^_^
Late;y I've been sticking into higher gear to find a job. but yea things are looking on the up and up.
Though I will admit that now or at least lately every time I look at my dad, I shake my head, and every time he speaks I get this HUGE urge to just punch him square in the mouth.
It's sad to say that about one's own father, but in his case, it's 100% most definitely worth it in the end. The boy (yes i don't even consider him a man anymore) is the most opinionated, egotistical, useless fat ass piece of shit. That I have ever had the displeasure of knowing. And at this point I really do hope he continues with his eating habits and croaks. or for even better justified justice, I hope his health gets bad enough to need to be in a wheel chair and shit, because the moment he expects to get any help from me I'll tell him straight to his face. "My grandfather did more in his own fucking life to deserve the help I gave him. You put yourself in this mess, and you can deal with it your own damn self."
It's not enough to say I hate this person, and quite frankly for those that know me, what I've just said must be a bit of a shock considering the kind of person I am. But what can be said is this.
These thoughts and feelings have developed over the long years of putting up with him. It's taken years for me to feel this way about anyone let alone my own father. To which I have put much thought into what I'll do after I've moved away from here and to where my heart belongs.
The verdict being I will or plan to disown my father completely. I won't for my mom because I still love my mother and she's an incredible person for putting up with him all these years. But as for myself, I just can't put up with him anymore, and I want nothing to do with him anymore.
As serious as this sounds, I really needed to get it off my chest, and i plan to push the remains of my anger into energy for doing my art work and finding a job. And I want to thank all you guys watching me for being very supportive and enjoying the art i present to you. ^_^
And yesh, we'll always be here for ya