In a nowhere place
14 years ago
I don't update like I used to.
Partially, it's because my internet addiction now seems to be satisfied by Twitter. But mostly, it's because I don't have anything new to update about. Just kind of the same old bitching about being stuck at my parents' house and generally missing out on life, because I can't find a new job.
I should be really grateful that I have a job at all, and I am. Doesn't change how I HATE my job, though. It was just supposed to pay for my school, and I'm all graduated now and ready to get a real job.
Except now all my friends have the dream jobs I want, and they don't have degrees or anything. Seven years and hundreds of thousands of dollars later, I'm not actually any better off for having an education. Thanks, life.
It's kinda too late now. I wanted to move to the Bay to be around my friends 'n stuff, but that was January. I've already missed all the parties and all the opportunities to get closer to them, and they're all moving away soon anyway.
My plan was, if I got to this desperate point, I would move to the South Bay anyway, and commute an hour to work every day. It would be expensive, but I'd be happier. Seems stupid now. Seeing as I'm having money issues, it would be dumb to put myself in that position when I have parents willing to help me out. And I've languished here in hell for THIS long, what's a few more years?
So yeah... if you ever think that you want to know what I'm up to lately, you really don't. It's just more whining.
Download my album when it comes out on the 14th~~
Partially, it's because my internet addiction now seems to be satisfied by Twitter. But mostly, it's because I don't have anything new to update about. Just kind of the same old bitching about being stuck at my parents' house and generally missing out on life, because I can't find a new job.
I should be really grateful that I have a job at all, and I am. Doesn't change how I HATE my job, though. It was just supposed to pay for my school, and I'm all graduated now and ready to get a real job.
Except now all my friends have the dream jobs I want, and they don't have degrees or anything. Seven years and hundreds of thousands of dollars later, I'm not actually any better off for having an education. Thanks, life.
It's kinda too late now. I wanted to move to the Bay to be around my friends 'n stuff, but that was January. I've already missed all the parties and all the opportunities to get closer to them, and they're all moving away soon anyway.
My plan was, if I got to this desperate point, I would move to the South Bay anyway, and commute an hour to work every day. It would be expensive, but I'd be happier. Seems stupid now. Seeing as I'm having money issues, it would be dumb to put myself in that position when I have parents willing to help me out. And I've languished here in hell for THIS long, what's a few more years?
So yeah... if you ever think that you want to know what I'm up to lately, you really don't. It's just more whining.
Download my album when it comes out on the 14th~~