I don't normally do these...
14 years ago
..but this one sure is getting a lot of mileage. Something to do as a tiny break from my insane work and commission schedule.
LAYERS MEME
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Kylen, but I have spent my entire life answering to the mispronunciations 'KylEEn' and 'KAYlen'. Really, how effin' hard is it? It's just 'Kyle' with an 'n'.
- Eye Color: Hazel
- Hair Style/Color: Two-tone: The top 2/3 rds of my hair is red, and the bottom third of my hair is blond, with a couple of blond streaks/chunks framing my face and in my sideswept bangs
- Height: 5'6
- Clothing style: It varies. Every day pretty much jeans and some type of tank top, or baby doll top, wear lots of Ed Hardy and Juicy Coiture brand name, wear sandals all throughout summer but combat boots throughout fall and winter. Some days wear headbanger style clothes and tees of my favorite metal bands or stuff with skulls, etc., other days I'm wearing girly shit with butterflies on it. I confuse the hell out of people as far as my sexuality, and I like it that way, lol. When it comes to my job, I have to dress like a dude- I'm a Dealer, you know. Vests and pants and little bowties. The other female Dealers like to wear high heels, which is insane when you are standing at one table for 8 hours. I break out those combat boots again....
- Best physical feature: I honestly don't know. I'm not good at picking those kind of things out for myself- so I guess I'll go with the obvious thing people first notice: all natural 40 inch Double D breasts :p I reeeaaaalllly wish they'd attempt to look me in the eye first :p Personally I don't call them my best feature because they're a pain in the ass/get in the way/back pain blah blah blah.
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Abandonment, growing old alone and dying alone
- Your guilty pleasure: Neil Diamond
- Your biggest pet peeve: I have a few, it's hard to say what my biggest one is. So I'll just go with a pet peeve that drives me crazy at my job: telling a gambler OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER *NOT* to do a certain rule-breaking/cheating move, and they do it right in front of my face numerous times. It's disrespectful and annoying as hell. Like tonight, one of my most annoying repeat offenders in Baccarat who I tell EVERY DAMN DAY to stop cheating the table minimum of $25 by trying to cap $10 on top of someone else's minimum bet tried to do it again, this time trying to pass the chips under the table to the person she was trying to get to help her cheat, right under my nose, like I'm stupid and can't see. I yelled at them both for being f'in morons and thinking they can slide that shit by me.
- Your ambitions for the future: Be happy
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: 'I hate my job.. I don't want to go... I want to quit... I hate gamblers...'
- What you think about most: Will everything turn out alright?
- What you think about before bed: 'God...when I get up...it's just more work...' Otherwise... fantasize or daydream or some other stupid shite.
- You think your best quality is: Fiercely independent, I do what has to be done ( Christ, I work 14 hours a day, 7 days a week to pay the bills ), I don't take bullshit and I will put myself on the line for those I care about if I feel they are being taken advantage of or unfairly treated, no matter what the repercussions are for myself
LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: It depends. If I'm in a long-term relationship, it's fun to get together with other couples. If I'm just starting off in a new one, I want mostly single dates to spend time getting to know the person
- To be loved or respected: Kind of odd question. It's kind of relative, isn't it?
- Beauty or brains: Smarts.
- Dogs or cats: Dogs.
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: If my my Mom didn't try to run my life from 500 miles away and still keep getting into my business, I wouldn't have to
- Believe in yourself: It comes and it goes.
- Believe in love: I did at one time.
- Want someone: Yes
LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: Yes
- Done drugs: Never.
- Changed who you were to fit in: I've tried to become interested in the same things as others in order to fit in with them/get closer to them, but never change myself.
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Blue
- Favorite animal: Wolves. Closely followed by dogs, rats, kangaroos, and okapi.
- Favorite movie: I've got way too many list. See my profile page for some :p
- Favorite game: Dunno. Don't have much time for them these days.
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: May 21
- How old will you be: 30. Oh God, 30. I want to sob. Where did my youth full of hopes, dreams, and innocence go?
- Age you lost your virginity: Don't feel this needs to be public knowledge.
- Does age matter: To a degree. Really, every situation is different, every person is different, every relationship is different, and age will apply accordingly.
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Compassionate, honest, genuine, has a good sense of humor
- Best eye color: Blue or green I guess. Never really gave it much thought. Something very vibrant and lively about blue, though.
- Best hair color: Once again, never really gave it much thought. Something medium to dark in guys, I guess, in women, pretty much every color but black.
- Best thing to do with a partner: Walking hand in hand, taking in sights, whether looking at trinkets at a flea market or looking at exhibits at a museum.
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: too greatly
- I feel: betrayed
- I hide: my pain
- I miss: simpler times
- I wish: for things that I simply have no control over
LAYER ELEVEN: I TAG
- Who do you tag? No one in particular. Hate to put people on the spot. I do read all of those that have been posted to my friends' journals.
LAYERS MEME
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Kylen, but I have spent my entire life answering to the mispronunciations 'KylEEn' and 'KAYlen'. Really, how effin' hard is it? It's just 'Kyle' with an 'n'.
- Eye Color: Hazel
- Hair Style/Color: Two-tone: The top 2/3 rds of my hair is red, and the bottom third of my hair is blond, with a couple of blond streaks/chunks framing my face and in my sideswept bangs
- Height: 5'6
- Clothing style: It varies. Every day pretty much jeans and some type of tank top, or baby doll top, wear lots of Ed Hardy and Juicy Coiture brand name, wear sandals all throughout summer but combat boots throughout fall and winter. Some days wear headbanger style clothes and tees of my favorite metal bands or stuff with skulls, etc., other days I'm wearing girly shit with butterflies on it. I confuse the hell out of people as far as my sexuality, and I like it that way, lol. When it comes to my job, I have to dress like a dude- I'm a Dealer, you know. Vests and pants and little bowties. The other female Dealers like to wear high heels, which is insane when you are standing at one table for 8 hours. I break out those combat boots again....
- Best physical feature: I honestly don't know. I'm not good at picking those kind of things out for myself- so I guess I'll go with the obvious thing people first notice: all natural 40 inch Double D breasts :p I reeeaaaalllly wish they'd attempt to look me in the eye first :p Personally I don't call them my best feature because they're a pain in the ass/get in the way/back pain blah blah blah.
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Abandonment, growing old alone and dying alone
- Your guilty pleasure: Neil Diamond
- Your biggest pet peeve: I have a few, it's hard to say what my biggest one is. So I'll just go with a pet peeve that drives me crazy at my job: telling a gambler OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER *NOT* to do a certain rule-breaking/cheating move, and they do it right in front of my face numerous times. It's disrespectful and annoying as hell. Like tonight, one of my most annoying repeat offenders in Baccarat who I tell EVERY DAMN DAY to stop cheating the table minimum of $25 by trying to cap $10 on top of someone else's minimum bet tried to do it again, this time trying to pass the chips under the table to the person she was trying to get to help her cheat, right under my nose, like I'm stupid and can't see. I yelled at them both for being f'in morons and thinking they can slide that shit by me.
- Your ambitions for the future: Be happy
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: 'I hate my job.. I don't want to go... I want to quit... I hate gamblers...'
- What you think about most: Will everything turn out alright?
- What you think about before bed: 'God...when I get up...it's just more work...' Otherwise... fantasize or daydream or some other stupid shite.
- You think your best quality is: Fiercely independent, I do what has to be done ( Christ, I work 14 hours a day, 7 days a week to pay the bills ), I don't take bullshit and I will put myself on the line for those I care about if I feel they are being taken advantage of or unfairly treated, no matter what the repercussions are for myself
LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: It depends. If I'm in a long-term relationship, it's fun to get together with other couples. If I'm just starting off in a new one, I want mostly single dates to spend time getting to know the person
- To be loved or respected: Kind of odd question. It's kind of relative, isn't it?
- Beauty or brains: Smarts.
- Dogs or cats: Dogs.
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: If my my Mom didn't try to run my life from 500 miles away and still keep getting into my business, I wouldn't have to
- Believe in yourself: It comes and it goes.
- Believe in love: I did at one time.
- Want someone: Yes
LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: Yes
- Done drugs: Never.
- Changed who you were to fit in: I've tried to become interested in the same things as others in order to fit in with them/get closer to them, but never change myself.
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Blue
- Favorite animal: Wolves. Closely followed by dogs, rats, kangaroos, and okapi.
- Favorite movie: I've got way too many list. See my profile page for some :p
- Favorite game: Dunno. Don't have much time for them these days.
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: May 21
- How old will you be: 30. Oh God, 30. I want to sob. Where did my youth full of hopes, dreams, and innocence go?
- Age you lost your virginity: Don't feel this needs to be public knowledge.
- Does age matter: To a degree. Really, every situation is different, every person is different, every relationship is different, and age will apply accordingly.
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Compassionate, honest, genuine, has a good sense of humor
- Best eye color: Blue or green I guess. Never really gave it much thought. Something very vibrant and lively about blue, though.
- Best hair color: Once again, never really gave it much thought. Something medium to dark in guys, I guess, in women, pretty much every color but black.
- Best thing to do with a partner: Walking hand in hand, taking in sights, whether looking at trinkets at a flea market or looking at exhibits at a museum.
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: too greatly
- I feel: betrayed
- I hide: my pain
- I miss: simpler times
- I wish: for things that I simply have no control over
LAYER ELEVEN: I TAG
- Who do you tag? No one in particular. Hate to put people on the spot. I do read all of those that have been posted to my friends' journals.
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God.... this.
C'mon now granny, it's bingo night down at the Moose lodge.....