So I have a very bad habit about just backing away from everyone who seems the slightest busy with anything, giving them all the space they want, saying that I'm sorry and that I don't wanna be a bug, annoyance or whatever I'm just thinking of that basically means the same.
It's really just the slightest little thing, like if I'm skype with someone and I can hear the typing to someone while I'm trying to talk to them, then they stop typing and I'm still trying, and in the end I get no response..
This makes me feel like a bad person for wanting attention from people who actually want attention from, yes I want attention from time to time.

I feel like a really bad person when I feel like that and that I really just wanna dig myself down into a hole, which for the most part is a game, or very loud music..

This might also be the reason that I'm not really being the one person to open conversations with people, as I'm afraid that I might be annoying them..

-Insert more QQ'ing and random emo stuff here!-