Im gunna rant so if you don't give a fuck, go away. It's just average ranting anyway.

I feel so bleh right now.... I've had two really bad days in a row and it makes me feel like no one cares for my idea. All I want to do is do one simple costume for A-kon... and no one will support or help me. Not my friends and loved ones, not even my mom. She'd rather sit on her ass on the couch then go and look and see if she still own a lab coat or not. It only take, what, five to ten minutes?

No one supports me anymore, unless I wanna do what they want me to do. Like for example I had a great idea like in the summer to do a skit for A-kon, and I explained it out to everyone. No one gave a shit. But oh, if you want me to do a costume that you want me to do, you'll help, you'll do it with me. But no one gives a fat rat's ass about my idea. They're just not good enough for everyone, is it? Huh? Dx And it's not even that. I want someone do something with you but you change plans, don't answer or whatever. Yeah, just use me. That's great. Fuck my life.

Now I'm sitting here, really upset because I wanted to be productive and get stuff done, but no one is working with me, and I'm all alone. Thanks everyone.

And I'm sorry for bitching. It's been a really long hard week.... I just could take it. Im sorry.