Its been about 5 months since Nick died and it feels like it was just yesterday. There is so many things i wish i could have told him. The way i loved him as a friend, how we were like brothers and so much more. people might say "Get over it, it was 5 months ago" well see i wish i could but i cant. everyday in school i would talk to him, now that cant happen anymore. Its not the fact that hes gone its the fact that hes not coming back is what makes me sad. people come and people go but Nick was special. He was the kind of person that could turn something sad into something funny. Every time he was around someone would be laughing, sometimes it would be over something stupid he did or was going to do or just trying to cheer people up. He was always one of those kids that had a smile on his face at all times and a kind of person that you just couldnt dislike. I remember skating with him many many years ago, he was always a daredevil like myself but we always had a great time. He would do anything asked him to do, even if it seemed like it was suicidal Nick would do it just for the thrill. They say life is short but i dont think anyone really understands what that means until they lose someone close to them. I know i always knew what it meant but just never really paid it any attention. But now that hes gone my whole view on life has changed, i really know what "Life is short" means now. He came into this world a daredevil and left it a daredevil but also left it with many tears on peoples faces. I love you bro and i miss you everyday.



R.I.P. Nicholas Carr
You will be missed