Yep...it's official...I know those of you who I consider my closest friends won't believe this, but I am actually not clinically insane. I'm not even close. My psychologist (new) said today that I'm actually...*gasp*...almost normal.

However, this was the first visit. I haven't shocked the hell out of him yet with all the really crazy shit. The voices in my head are already conspiring against him...*cackles maniacally*

In all seriousness, though...it feels good. It felt good. To talk to someone about what's going on in my life right now. It was nice. Not to say that my friends don't help...they have immensely, and I love every one of you who've been very supportive of me in this really, really trying time.

But, impartiality and disconnect from a given situation is one of the backbones of the behavioral health field...and believe me, it's going to be beneficial as I work to deal with some of the stuff going on in my life right now.

Feeling optimistic right now. Not a case of hoping for the best any more....now, starting to plan for it.