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14 years ago
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Choosing a University and deciding my future is not fun, exciting, nor is it inspiring. In fact I find it depressing, stressful, and worrying.
I've had a heavy feeling in the pit of my stomach lately and it has developed into pure sickness.
I nearly had decided on going to SFSU instead of UCI (both of which I have been accepted to) until I started talking with my mum about it. When she found out she would have to take out nearly 5k in loans over the next two years she flipped and that was the end of the discussion. Never mind that I'll owe 24k + after I get my B.A.
I hate that nothing is straight forward and it doesn't say how often the loan interest is compounded, it couldn't be monthly, if it was there would be 130+ dollars a month simply on a interest alone.
Generally I feel tired, sick, and without options anymore.
Do I even really have a choice in which school to go to at this point, after all I'd be the one taking out all the loans at UCI so that would take care of my parental unit problems.
*sigh* I don't even know anymore.
I've had a heavy feeling in the pit of my stomach lately and it has developed into pure sickness.
I nearly had decided on going to SFSU instead of UCI (both of which I have been accepted to) until I started talking with my mum about it. When she found out she would have to take out nearly 5k in loans over the next two years she flipped and that was the end of the discussion. Never mind that I'll owe 24k + after I get my B.A.
I hate that nothing is straight forward and it doesn't say how often the loan interest is compounded, it couldn't be monthly, if it was there would be 130+ dollars a month simply on a interest alone.
Generally I feel tired, sick, and without options anymore.
Do I even really have a choice in which school to go to at this point, after all I'd be the one taking out all the loans at UCI so that would take care of my parental unit problems.
*sigh* I don't even know anymore.
