I'm very disappointed and cross with myself today. I really am.

What I have done is something I could probably never forgive myself for.

I was on my new computer trying to edit a picture in photoshop, but things kept happening, and I got majorly cross with it, and brought my fist hard down on it. Right on top of the hard drive.

So now I've fucked up my hard drive, AND the operating system too. Which means I'll have lost everything. T^T

I am sorely ashamed, pissed off, cross, depressed, and all sorts of emotions.