...schools officially over (well as of yesterday when I handed in my final assignment) and I've actually never felt sadder.

I feel out of my element and strange.

But I have a lot of costumes on the side to keep me busy.

I wish I had all my certifications now so I could just jump into my field with glee and scamper about doing what I do.

But two more years and a million certs later I'll be there.

For those of you who don't know, I'm working towards being a theater/film tech.

I have my film certification, I just need to finish my schooling before I apply for my I.A.T.S.E permit.

Things feel like their going so fast, but at the same time so slow...

But one day I'll be a props artist or an armorist or a fight choreographer. There's so much for me to do... and so many awesome people leading me to the right direction where my talents will be best shown.

But it's a scary world as well...

There are people who will turn me away because of my piercings and tattoos... But I've been informed that those aren't the people I want to work for.

So much information. So much desire. And yet I'm stuck at the same time as I go through the system one step at a time.

All I can do is hold my head up and keep a steady stride.

At least I know when I fall,  lucifur will be there to catch me. :3!

And here I go~!

~Pandafox OUT!