Well, here goes.

I haven't heard back from anyone who said they'd do me a request except  Loki_Blackfang and her scanner's gone to hell. So basically, screw it. if I get them I get them, if not, tough luck on my part. I'm just tired of waiting for things promised me.

Item two. I'm a fat fuck. I'm tired of being a fat fuck. I know I don't have the willpower nor the monetary values needed for a diet, so fuck it. Starvation diet.

Third thing. I'm not entering any more raffles. I don't win. I never win. I only win at stuff I have control over. Video games. Sports. Cards. I win those. I don't win chance games. And even when I do, I end up losing whatever I won. So, fuck it.

Most of the ppl I've asked for requests aren't watching me and therefore won't see this.

I'm just tired of my life sucking. And before anyone says "teh onli won hoo can change dat iz yuz," I've fucking tried. I've tried and I've tried and I've tried. I moved to a different state several times, I've been to two different colleges, I'm trained in three different careers and whats any of it gotten me? Fuck all nothing living out of the Salvation Army. Everytime I've made a good choice, karma came up n bit my nuts. I did everything I could, everything I was asked, everything I was required. Tell me, where's my reward?

Fuck it. I don't care anymore. No one reads this anyway.