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14 years ago
i wonder sometimes why i bother..everyone here has known eachother longer than i even knew what a furry was. I dont speak multiple languages..i have no passport to go to cons outside of the country...hell i have never been to any kind of a con..I mean i make friend when i can, but i see myself shrugged off alot. I mean who cares about someone who is new to this. IUm very easily depressed right now, and frankly i don't know why...I'm sorry if this bugs people but im exausted from working my ass off, i didn't even get to enjoy Easter, i worked through it from 10 in the morning to 11 at night ....i have worked 6 days straight now...and i just hope i get feeling better about everything after a goodnight rest tonight.
Can see how a long stretch of work days, especially with a few that have such a long 13 hour or more shift could wear you down. But dont pull yourself down. Times are rough and no doubt you and many others have had some unpleasant bumps and 'ugh'-ish nights that wear on your psyche like most any other. Sometimes a good little trick that helps, even if slight is to always do well in spotting the positives, even if slight, it can help your own mood if you pick up on even the simple things you can be happy for that sometimes we all take for granted.
Give yourself a little time to see if you weather through this current mood, try to keep your chin up and keep eyes peeled for some positives. It might help ease you some. I hope it helped you, even if only a little. As its best to go step by step, because if you leap before you look... Well tends to lead to some frustrating flops. And lastly, your first real day off you get, please get yourself some good rest. A 8 hour or so good and uninterruppted snooze can help heave one back up with some renewed energy too.