Real life...

It seems that its gotten in the way of a lot of things lately sometimes i wish i could go back to what i was before, lurking in the darkest corners of my mind for another escape from reality with role play drawing and gaming and so on.

some of you may not even care and not even bother to read this, and i don't blame you for that, its been ages since i posted anything and i am still with out a tablet... i am not home all the time as i was before, i mean i am turning 25 in June, i mean that's like 25% of my lifespan right there if i live to be 100. when i was younger i never would have guessed id live to be 21 let alone 24 or in June 25... time seems to be slipping and all i can think about is going back to that simple life of loosing myself in my mind.

don't get me wrong, the way things are going now are pretty good... aside from the stress anxiety and sore body i have from working so hard to do things, i even have a red and white blue eyed husky that's mine that i take care of along with my cat. I am also between houses... The house i was raised in aka my home home, and my home away from home with the person who brought me out of my cage the very home i call home. i am vexed, both lifestyles have pro's and con's and either one would be nice, and i should feel great full that i am even capable of having a choice to live either way.

Of course this is just another rambling of nonsense, a blank page to vent on.

lost and broken,

-SynisterWrath