Alright so for the ones who care about me and worry for my being ill tell yall whats going on.

My grandma has been in the hospital for the past week, she was having heart issues. well those are gone but now she has pnemonia and has fluid in 3 lobes outa 4 in her lungs. She has choosen to be taken off all the IV's and drugs and stuff. She is coming back to her home to die... she wants to die.... all we can do is honor her wish to be with my grandpa who died when i was 6 of cancer.... i dont rember him well.... but im going to lose my las grandparent on my one side of my family... im litterally holding back my tears while i type this. ive stayed strong this whole ordeal, not to cry infront of my sister, my mom and my father... im trying to be strong for all of the,... but im truely hurt deeply... i cant grasp why one would want to die.... maybe its cause ive never been to that point... idk... so yea thats what going on... the doctors have told us that she could be gone in 6 days if the pnemonia gets worse.... she has given up the will to survive...