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Why can't I...
14 years ago
...fall in love?
It would be nice to hold hands with someone. To have fun together. To eat and sleep together.
But I only long for this in loneliness. When I get that chance and someone comes my way, suddenly I become a different person.
I get scared. I get nervous. I want to run away and be alone. I don't want to share my time with someone else, or my bed. I don't want to touch or to be close.
I'm looking into some therapy this summer though. I've said it before, but I really don't think it's healthy for a human being to be alone in this respect. I've had problems with duality all my life. It's time I turned around and bit that problem in the ass.
It would be nice to hold hands with someone. To have fun together. To eat and sleep together.
But I only long for this in loneliness. When I get that chance and someone comes my way, suddenly I become a different person.
I get scared. I get nervous. I want to run away and be alone. I don't want to share my time with someone else, or my bed. I don't want to touch or to be close.
I'm looking into some therapy this summer though. I've said it before, but I really don't think it's healthy for a human being to be alone in this respect. I've had problems with duality all my life. It's time I turned around and bit that problem in the ass.
Mudd
~mudd
BITE IT IN THE ASS LIKE A FAITHFUL DOG SAVING THE HOUSE FROM THE DREADED MAILMAN.
ChibiTidus
~chibitidus
i'm sorry. this might not help, i know someone who fell in love with a girl in his dreams. and now when he feels lonely, he can just imagine her hugging him. in real life love never lasts, but it does for him. because the girl is just an idea, because she's sompthing created in his mind, they are never far apart. they are allways together, because they share the same mind.
