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14 years ago
Lately I've thought that nothing was perfect in my life, not even my friendship with the most important person in my life. But then to be perfect there's gotta be some smears and smudges and fuzzy descriptions and blurry sections. Being perfect is having everything in it, love, hate, remorse, jealousy.. Everything and anything and all in between. I couldn't ask for a better friendship than I have now with Sam. She lives far away, and that's just what makes seeing eachother a hell of a lot more special. We've been through thick and thin together, and we're probably going to go through worse later on and right now it's all just pety high school drama. We both aren't exactly perfect people, but that doesn't mean we're not perfect for eachother. We support eachother, and before it didn't seem like I supported her at all because I was just a bipolar bitch, but I do. God, I do. I have all the faith in the world in her, but sometimes she lets me down, and sometimes i let her down. It's just one of the things in life. She brings out the best in me, because all I ever do is put myself down. I don't like to admit it, but I pray every night that she's alright. It's hard to go hours without talking to her, and a few days is killer. I love her, and sometimes it seems like I don't because I am rude and ignorant, but I do. I'm trying to change.I'm so lucky to even have her as a friend.
midnightinspirations <3
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midnightinspirations
I know I let you down a lot, and I'm trying not to, I swear. You're everything to me, and I plan to prove it, one way or another. I miss you severely, and I cried when I saw that license plate 'cause I'm a baby. The entire time I was at states, I wished you could be there 'cause you would've loved the school, and ranted with us about how it's so fancy.
That school was fancier than I. Which doesn't make sense considering I'm not very fancy.
Anyway, I love you a lot. More than a lot. I love you more than Turner's, Jared Padalecki and my Sammy music all put together. <3