i am glad you are back ^_^ i send you a note long time ago, can you answer me that?

I can look for it but it's a pretty deep dig. I've got a pretty huge note buildup.

i can resend you too the note soo you can get it

I've still been here, but it's been more like one of those guys that sits in the farthest corner of the room at McDonald's and stares at people. I aim to fix that though. XD

Thanks, I appreciate it! All I need to do is find some patience to sit down and draw some.

AWESOMESAUCE!!!

*gives you the biggest net hug I can possibly give* lol

But really, all laughs aside, I'm happy you're starting to be more yourself again. Remember, there is a silver lining to ever negative feeling or something like that, I'm not good with remember quotes but you get what I mean. ^^; Please take care big guy, there's no rush.

Yeah, it's kind of weird really. I just recently started feeling more relaxed. I don't know what changed but I think I like it. Before I had a huge slump- no ambition, didn't feel like talking much, no energy. I don't remember changing anything but I'm certainly not complaining.

You've always been there though, and I really appreciate it!

Miracles happen in mysterious ways, believe me lol

And no problem Rock, really, anytime. *thumbs up*

Good to see you again my big sexy Lombax.

Hope things will go well.
BTW, gona work on your mods to work with new vegas?

I actually am getting really close to a decent enough release point with it. It's just about ready but I want to polish a few bells and whistles first.

thats awesome to hear, lookin forward to it!

Good to hear from you again man it's been too long

Your home life comes before your Internet life. It's great news things are steadily coming back together. I was feeling and doing nearly the same when my mother died. It's been almost six months and I'm working and have goals to get myself on my feet.

I'll admit though that nothing I've dealt with was anywhere near that rough. I'm sorry to hear about that. It's too bad there's nothing anybody can do to help. Even though this kind of stuff is really bad, it can prove to you how strong you are when you get through it. Are you doing okay now?

The best help anyone gave me was availability. Being available whenever I needed or wanted an open ear, open eyes, or open arms, or to get away from home for a day or two. There wasn't much more anyone could do. I am over it now, as over it as anyone can be after bereavement. Recovery from grief is never entirely complete.

My most recent stressor has been employment. I lost my second temp job in two months. If you want more info, note me or send me an email.

I guess that's probably the best treatment for the loss of family. As long as someone was there for you. If it helps, I've found drawing to be a good source of closure. Even if you may not be the type to draw things, it's still always a good way to relieve the stress to draw the way you feel. Sometimes words don't describe it properly. I'm sure this works differently depending on the person though.

I'm pretty sure I've got a good idea how you feel about the whole job situation. Trust me.
I blame the people in charge for the state of everything right now. The economy, fuel prices, you name it. Whether it's the president, or a group of other people, life sucks right now. If you want to talk about it, I'm here when you need me.

Oh, finally you'll draw more things, great.