It hurts so much on the left side of my head and it feels like it's right behind my left eye, so I'm sure it's a migraine. It's been going on since like 7:00 P.M. yesterday... This isn't even close to the ones I've had before. I've been getting migraines for well over 2 years now. The effort to sit up and limp toward my computer chair caused far too much pain in my head to bear... I'm squinting at my screen as I type this because it hurts to look... I also fucked up my ankle on Friday while roller blading (which is why I was limping to my chair). I was jumping around Holtville doing 180s, 360s, and all that shit, but it hurts to know that I fucked up my ankle walking to my aunt's car (while on roller blades) to get to the park faster... I thought I broke it because I heard a loud *snap!* when I fell, but after careful examination, my uncle Carlos told me I probably just hyper-extended it (he's a doctor :3). I am finally able to walk on it, but I can't twist my foot outward or inward, so I have to walk slowly and watch my feet.

Okay, so I broke my collarbone 2 years ago, and it still hurts. It's always sore, and it hurts just like when I broke it to move my right arm much further than perpendicular to my torso, or to jerk it like when I throw a ball or reach out to catch something that's falling. I can swing a bat and a golf club, but I can't shoot hoops or play pitcher pitching overhand or anything unless I'm playing left-handed. I've been getting better at basketball left-handed, but I still kinda suck... I also fucked up my back, and it hurts like a bitch. I can't bend left, right, forward, touch my toes, or lift heavy objects without excruciating pain... My knees begin to hurt when I try to run for some reason as well... And my growing pains are not helping any of this...

I've gotten some painkillers for my back shoulder, and growing pain as well as some disintegrating tablets for my migraines, but they aren't doing shit for me... If anything, the migraine malts (or whatever they're called) are making my migraines worse... I've gotten some x-rays on my collarbone, and I've gotten some blood tests to check for arthritis or some other crap. My uncle Carlos gave me two different painkillers for my ankle that is getting better (I haven't had to use them at all, and I'm glad for that). In other words, none of my medications are working, and I'm in more pain than I should be! I'm still waiting for the diagnosis on my x-rays and the results of my blood-test, and I'm hoping I can get some medications that ACTUALLY FUCKING WORK... Life has been treating me like shit...

I've been able to survive all this, but I'd rather not feel anything at all...

On a side note, after typing all this, and drinking a bit of coffee, at 10:25 A.M., my migraine has finally stopped. That migraine went on for approximately 15h:30min. Glad it's gone...

*Edit
No, it's not gone, but it isn't as bad as before. I don't have to squint at my screen, but standing up and walking around still hurts like hell...

MIGRAINE MALTS, WHY YOU NO WORK!?!