Yay for quick soul-searching?
14 years ago
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>>> http://zee-wolf.deviantart.com <<< Well short story shorter, I'm back. Found my peace of mind a lot faster than I expected to. Yay?
Anyway, for those of you who were curious/worried/wanna know what's going on in my head, here's the backstory:
As many of you know, I'm in college as a law major at the moment, and it's been getting stressful for me in particular. I'm supposed to be graduating next semester, so long as everything goes well and according to schedule.
And here is where we delve into the unknown stuff. First off, I've been facing a lot of issues, sort of an "early midlife crisis." I really don't want to go into law, but because I was forced into making a decision so that my parents could haul me off to college and get it done with, it's what I got stuck with. As a result, it's kinda left me wondering why I'm wasting my time here.
Another issue is that my parents are paying for college with their retirement money so that I can avoid debt. I love them for it, but it also makes me feel terrible when I find myself falling behind and questioning my current path; am I wasting their time and effort? It leaves me feeling really bad about it.
However, after some thinking I came to a decision. If I fail any of my courses this semester (one's a possibility), I'm stopping for now, taking the credits I have, and moving on with my life for the meantime. This means getting a job and earning money so me and Zy can move in together finally. However, if I pass this semester, I'm going to wrap up my undergraduate degree next semester and that way I can have a degree to my name at least while I try to figure out what I want to do with it. In the meantime, job and moving away from home will still happen.
So yeah. Hello speedy peace of mind. Zee's back, folks.
Anyway, for those of you who were curious/worried/wanna know what's going on in my head, here's the backstory:
As many of you know, I'm in college as a law major at the moment, and it's been getting stressful for me in particular. I'm supposed to be graduating next semester, so long as everything goes well and according to schedule.
And here is where we delve into the unknown stuff. First off, I've been facing a lot of issues, sort of an "early midlife crisis." I really don't want to go into law, but because I was forced into making a decision so that my parents could haul me off to college and get it done with, it's what I got stuck with. As a result, it's kinda left me wondering why I'm wasting my time here.
Another issue is that my parents are paying for college with their retirement money so that I can avoid debt. I love them for it, but it also makes me feel terrible when I find myself falling behind and questioning my current path; am I wasting their time and effort? It leaves me feeling really bad about it.
However, after some thinking I came to a decision. If I fail any of my courses this semester (one's a possibility), I'm stopping for now, taking the credits I have, and moving on with my life for the meantime. This means getting a job and earning money so me and Zy can move in together finally. However, if I pass this semester, I'm going to wrap up my undergraduate degree next semester and that way I can have a degree to my name at least while I try to figure out what I want to do with it. In the meantime, job and moving away from home will still happen.
So yeah. Hello speedy peace of mind. Zee's back, folks.
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mojalth
Sasuke
However I would say get the degree regardless of what happens. I've heard several people I know who do regular hiring say that a degree is a big notch in your favor.
Anyway, Good luck with all that =3 And yeepee for moving in with Zy ;)
Good luck, Zee, whichever direction you take. *hugs you tight* You know you can text me anytime you want, right? I know I'm so dang scarce online ^^;
Take care! Kick ass! Enlargen ass! =D