Why are awesome days always followed by shitty days? -- HKMentova's Journal -- Fur Affinity [dot] net

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Why are awesome days always followed by shitty days?

14 years ago

So I had a really good day Saturday. It was probably one of the best I've had in awhile. So of course on Sunday I get sick. I've also been feeling much lonelier than usual the last few days. Also the air conditioning in my room isn't working properly and it gets so hot that I sweat constantly. Oh, and to top things off my parents are bitching at me and saying I don't help enough around the house. I told them multiple times that if they gave me a list of things that needed to be done weekly then I would do them. Guess what they haven't done yet? Stuff like this always happens after I have a good day. It's always followed by a string of super shitty days. I swear I must have somehow pissed off some godlike deity and they cursed me or something.

Yeah, it's not anything super terrible, but I felt like bitching about it.

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Leybun ~leybun

Art Whore

14 years ago

It's always nice to vent. :3c

HKMentova ~hkmentova

Watcher

14 years ago

Yeah, but I always feel like a douche doing it.

My problems aren't shit compared to other people's and I doubt most of you care anyways. :V

CGibby ~cgibby

Digital Artist

14 years ago

I cares. :C And feeling lonely sucks, yo. I can't help but wonder whenever the hell I become un-lonely. And my parents are pretty alike to yours... rebel against them all! >;c

HKMentova ~hkmentova

Watcher

14 years ago

I sometimes wonder why I even bother trying to find someone. I've gotten turned down by everyone I've ever asked out. It's gotta be me and not just a coincidence.

And about my parents, I don't really wanna "rebel" against them. I still love them and don't want to upset them, but they need to realize I'm not a god damn kid anymore and treat me like an adult. I also don't know why they're annoyed with me about things getting done around the house. If they tell me to do something, I'll do it. I just don't go out of my way to do things without being asked to do them.

CGibby ~cgibby

Digital Artist

14 years ago

I've never been turned down in my life. (I never asked anything of anyone is why...) You know that there is someone out there that won't turn you down. I think the same, too. Just "who?" is the big question.

And as for parents... I don't wanna rebel, but I would really like to get my point across. Sometimes I wanna do them proud being myself. Others I wanna do something pretty bad out of hate and disrespect just so I can go and be myself afterwards. I just feel mistreated, so I wanna do something to hurt them. Spite. But it's not right at all, either.

And my parents also piss me off. They always go around with the "you shouldn't have to be told to do shit." I mean what? If I had a job, my boss would tell me what needs doing for that day or the next few days and I will do it. Silly adults.