*Steals all your ammunition and blunts all your knives*

.....

There will be no killing today

*grabs you and squeezes you tight* CALM DOWN! i dont want you hurting yourself. You gotta breath! *HUGE hugs* come on, lets talk.

*hugs softly*

chill dude...

*slaps*
*shakes violently*
GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF IAN!
and you know, that hurts.
you said connor was the only one thats makes your life liveable...
what about us...
what about me...
you managed the hardship of losing sarah, you can manage the hardship of losing connor!
HES NOT THE ONLY FRIEND YOU HAVE FOR FUCK SAKES!
NEVER SAY THIS AGAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIN!!!

it turned out sarah was a controlling bitch... and hes the reason i live... hes the one the convinced me to stop trying to kill myself, after we got together, he convinced me to stop hurting myself and to quit smoking... hes been... my life........



but, everything worked out later, so dont worrk, okay ^^

what.
happened.

...just... some hit with my bf, thats all ^^
all is well, dont worry ^^

not just some shit happened!
i want to know what happened and why.

as to why, youd have to ask him.....
as to what... he was going to leave me... and after a lot of crying and begging and stuff... everything seems to be going well now though <333

so.
you became his bitch?
come on ian, listen to yourself!
you cried and for him not to go, what does that make you?
act like a man dammit!
if you want to do something, get a job.
if you want to play something, play s4 league.
if you feel lonely, go on fa, look at good art, chat with them instead of watching every artist you come across.
act like a somebody!
not a lowlife...
im sorry...
but it had to be said...
*walks away*

look dude... i know i am pathetic.....
and yes, i have become his bitch.....

i cant get a job because of my parents. but i want to be a proffessional writer when i grow up and ive already started a bunch of things.
...i dont know what s4 league is, but... i dont game really any more these days....
i do that. i try to start conversations with artists, look for good art, ive been unwatching people actually. i dont watch everyone i come across. not even close.

and i dont want to be a somebody. i am not a low life either. i am just simply me.




okay?

good.
you know who you are.
thats all i wanted to know.

dude... im not quite AS pathetic as i used to be.
i have a lot more figured out than it seems.

i just cant stand the thaught of losing connor... thats all, and he was going to leave me

its good that you're not as pathetic.
but this to me seems like the same with sarah.
just don't do the wrong thing.

im not ^^
all is well man. all is well.
hes happy, im like piss-your-pants-happy XDD
all is well man

*glomps you*

does he have an fa profile?

connor?

who else?

dude, no sarcam.....
i was just clarifying what you wanted to know....
and, of course...

its hard to point out emotion into typing.
may i know his profile?

snowspartan1399 i believe

Calm down.

ok you have more friends than you realize.

Just breathe and close your eyes and imagine happy balloons

ok now you have your self and you are great company

my mates the most important thing to me. if not for him i wouldnt be around now... without him, i wont be around.




but, all is well ^^
everything worked out <333



sorry for the scare