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Birthday? Just another usual boring day that had passed by.
18 years ago
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A tale of a summer long gone.
Nothing unusual today, eventhough it's my birthday. I really wondered who ever cared?
It hurts so much to think about it.
I may have said this line a million times. "I'm used to being forgotten by my friends that it's my birthday." or even, "I don't care/mind." but deep inside, just deep inside of me, I felt like crying cause it's aching so much. I've cared for others, I remembered their birthday, I did all I could, but I was forgotten. I felt like saying "I couldn't be bothered."
*sigh*
But then again, there were some who really did make my day today.
It was those who did remembered. Those who greeted me those simple lines. Those "Happy Birthday" meant so much to me. I was really touched.
Namely the few who made me cried was Skyrie, Canis, Nopast and Nyte. Though I don't blame a few others for wishing me late due to different timezones, so apologies if I had missed out any names cause it's already 12.07 am of the 29th now.
My heart really cried when they wished me. They were so much better than friends which I have known for years but never bothered to know that it's my birthday.
Well, that's quite about it. I don't usually rant on how others had forgotten about my birthday, but it has been so lonely.. Too lonely....
It hurts so much to think about it.
I may have said this line a million times. "I'm used to being forgotten by my friends that it's my birthday." or even, "I don't care/mind." but deep inside, just deep inside of me, I felt like crying cause it's aching so much. I've cared for others, I remembered their birthday, I did all I could, but I was forgotten. I felt like saying "I couldn't be bothered."
*sigh*
But then again, there were some who really did make my day today.
It was those who did remembered. Those who greeted me those simple lines. Those "Happy Birthday" meant so much to me. I was really touched.
Namely the few who made me cried was Skyrie, Canis, Nopast and Nyte. Though I don't blame a few others for wishing me late due to different timezones, so apologies if I had missed out any names cause it's already 12.07 am of the 29th now.
My heart really cried when they wished me. They were so much better than friends which I have known for years but never bothered to know that it's my birthday.
Well, that's quite about it. I don't usually rant on how others had forgotten about my birthday, but it has been so lonely.. Too lonely....
