so there really is no point to deluding myself into staying alive any longer than i already have. if there is no reason for existence why am i still trying to survive? is it for others? is it for some other person's sake? fuck them. maybe they think they need some form of support. maybe they think they want to talk to me. maybe they think there's something in this mother fucking world that's worth saving. maybe. no. i can't even say it's a fact they all think that or not because even pretending to know that you think something is false because obviously it is fucking impossible to think something or know that you think something or even suppose that you think something.

well, i say fuck the whole world up the fucking ass. that's what i think. i'm just going to go kill myself now. good-fucking-bye.