You know I never get angry? Seriously i've always been that cute little girl that just says 'oh thats ok' and would rather be sad than angry. I always let things go that I should have put my foot down on. I always forgave people who didn't deserve it. Oh yeah and not to mention let myself get pushed around. Well you know what, i'm angry now. Actually i've never been more angry in my life. And i've never been so on my own, and i'm glad. I hope everyone who has ever mocked me dies. I'd kill them myself if I got the chance. Yeah, and I don't want to ever love again, because all people do is hurt you. All they do is cheat and lie and steal like the worms they are. I've never felt so free, and you know what, I don't need anyone to do this. And i'm so fed up with people. They're so sad and pathetic. You know my best friend that was with my forever and we always got along decided she liked my ex boyfriend better than me. What is she kidding herself? She hated him for a long time, until I told her he wasn't going anywhere to make room for her, and then they were all buddy buddy. Of course my mate of a year (which is a long time for my age) who said he loved me, who took everything I had to offer (I mean it when I say that) and I gave it willingly. Broke up with me. No explainations. First it was 'oh well my dad made me do it and I still really love you and blah blah shit bullshit blah' and then it was 'oh well I'm so cold inside and i'm so sad, and I couldn't have a girlfriend anyways. I won't get one' then he did, hugging all over her and stuff. I bet he laughed when I cried about it. then it was 'pick yourself up, there is more to live for than me' and then now he just won't talk to me. Which is good, because nothing nice will come out of my mouth toward him. And you know what, good riddance. I'm pissed, and i'm ready to let it all out for the first time. If you get in my way then you better get ready for it.