fuck.... im sick of these scares.....
14 years ago
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this is the socnd time connor has almost left me.......
ive cried till ive puked and couldnt see both times.....
.....hes scared me so bad..... ive had freaking heart palpitations both times....
.....i love him so much.... im.... im terrified of losing him.... you know?
.......i dont know what to do........
ive cried till ive puked and couldnt see both times.....
.....hes scared me so bad..... ive had freaking heart palpitations both times....
.....i love him so much.... im.... im terrified of losing him.... you know?
.......i dont know what to do........
FA+

but twice this has happened.... come completely out of no where....
when i was paranoid about it, everything was cool.... when i got comfortable with it... was posative he wouldnt.... thats when he almost did.....
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i can really relate to that.....
she speaks the truth.
the more you think about connor, the more painful it will be losing him.
you have to man up now!
be more assertive like my real bro.
when his gf said "lets do this after first period", my bro told her he was going to play s4 with me.
she got cranky and he still went with me.
be a stronger person...
not a wuss.
im not some painfully pathetic sack of shit.
i do man up about a lot of things.
when it comes to losing connor though.... thats when i full out crumble......
when it comes to losing connor, you man up to that!
don't crumble, but create!
your school should have a scanner that you can use.
draw and create and scan and show!
and, i do create, but the school doesnt have a scanner...
i have a few too many creations. back when i had a scanner, i only had about 3 to ten pictures to scan.... i have 32 atm.....
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or how about using a camera?
and a camera... well, my mom has a camera... but... its not really the same.. you know?
but its a last resort.
so use it.
actually, what i should ask is if the camera is digital.
Ill never get it from her....
and, i could wait till i do have a scanner
even for school things, she wont let me use it.....
take pics, stick em on the computer, submit, erase all evidence, put it back, done.
what about a cell phone?
does connor have a scanner, camera or phone?
then why do you cry about connor when he lives nowhere near you?
distance doesnt mean shit.
i rumaged through your gallery.
how did you take the pics of yourself when your mom has the camera?
but i live in havertown pennsylvania, and he lives in columbia south carloine
google map it dude
can't do most things on it.