It just hit me how anti-social I am when it comes to leaving the house. I guess I'm just too tired to drive anywhere to hang out, mostly because I have [well, had to] work the next morning, and I didn't feel like being badgered to stay out very long. I just realized how many people I don't see much anymore, and I actually miss some of the social interaction. I still check the art on this site at times and leave comments, but I don't see too many of the furries anymore. I always forget about checking when parties are, and I'm just...socially drawn-in now, I guess. There were quite a few people that always said they wanted to hang out, but they ended up moving or getting real involved in college or family issues. Granted, that's okay, I've been busy too, not complaining about anyone's schedule, god knows how many times I've been too exhausted to hang out. Whenever I leave the house, I just...start feeling fatigued. Don't supposed I could chalk that up to thyroid issues.

Oh yeah, went to the doc a week ago, and I have a nodule the size of a golf ball on my thyroid gland. =/ Gross.

Aside from that, maybe I oughta branch out a bit more and actually venture out of the house. Dunno. I just wish I could work less and have more time to myself/projects/friend time/whathaveyou.

At least my schedule is evening out a little with only working 2nd shift. Still kills any time during the day, though.

AND I need to draw. I have a small book of ideas I'm supposed to be doodling out. Shit, I even have my old doodles of me as a Guilty Gear character in my to-do pile.

Geez, I suck. >=[

Oh well, time for other things. Like starting angry discussion on my Facebook, and deliberately not participating in them. By the way, play Portal 2, it's god-damned good.





--MURPHY--