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14 years ago
A few days ago. There was a death of a friend of mine....
The last 6 months felt like a terrible nightmare. My father (who is a cardiologist) gave multiple procedures to see what was wrong with my friends back (he was experiencing back pain). Later on, my father found that he had cancer in his spine. Doctors thought they could easily take out the tumor. But then later tests found that he also had cancer in his heart. My friend started Chemotherapy to try to get rid of the cancer. No luck.
2 months later there was a test showing that the cancer spread to his brain. He soon got double vision and he could barley see anything. His kidneys also started to fail. That is when things starting to go crashing down.
By his fourth month, there were signs of improvement, my friend started to feel a lot better, he started to eat and drink more. But when things start getting better, my friend had to be put on steroids because his heart was showing irregular beats. He had gained over 100 pounds from the steroids.
When the fifth month came. I couldn't tell of who it was. He had lost everything but not his hopes. One day he said to a preacher " I'm glad its me whos sick, i'm glad that no one else has to suffer the pain that im going through " he also said " I feel like im being rude to my family " even though he is deathly sick. My friend has a great personality, he has a great sense of humor and hes loving.
Month six: May, 8, 2011 at 1:30am. My friend Alex passed away from sarcoma.
Today there was a funeral. I have never been to a funeral, and i was extremely nervous.
It was very sad, seeing the tears of my loved ones around me just made me think about all the good times Alex and I had together. Im not a big crier, but this day was the saddest of them all. I tried to keep my emotions in, but here i am now, balling my eyes out. Just thinking about him makes me feel lonely, scared and lost. I have never experienced a death of a close one, and now i never want to experience it again. Well im going to go to bed :/ i have a long day ahead of me.
The last 6 months felt like a terrible nightmare. My father (who is a cardiologist) gave multiple procedures to see what was wrong with my friends back (he was experiencing back pain). Later on, my father found that he had cancer in his spine. Doctors thought they could easily take out the tumor. But then later tests found that he also had cancer in his heart. My friend started Chemotherapy to try to get rid of the cancer. No luck.
2 months later there was a test showing that the cancer spread to his brain. He soon got double vision and he could barley see anything. His kidneys also started to fail. That is when things starting to go crashing down.
By his fourth month, there were signs of improvement, my friend started to feel a lot better, he started to eat and drink more. But when things start getting better, my friend had to be put on steroids because his heart was showing irregular beats. He had gained over 100 pounds from the steroids.
When the fifth month came. I couldn't tell of who it was. He had lost everything but not his hopes. One day he said to a preacher " I'm glad its me whos sick, i'm glad that no one else has to suffer the pain that im going through " he also said " I feel like im being rude to my family " even though he is deathly sick. My friend has a great personality, he has a great sense of humor and hes loving.
Month six: May, 8, 2011 at 1:30am. My friend Alex passed away from sarcoma.
Today there was a funeral. I have never been to a funeral, and i was extremely nervous.
It was very sad, seeing the tears of my loved ones around me just made me think about all the good times Alex and I had together. Im not a big crier, but this day was the saddest of them all. I tried to keep my emotions in, but here i am now, balling my eyes out. Just thinking about him makes me feel lonely, scared and lost. I have never experienced a death of a close one, and now i never want to experience it again. Well im going to go to bed :/ i have a long day ahead of me.
isrisu
~isrisu
i rly hope you feel better soon i know how you feel its never fun (ive had 9 deaths in the family/funerals in 5 months time) so if you need to talk to someone i have time if you want to
MaxTheWolf2011
~maxthewolf2011
OP
thank you for caring... I'm sorry for your loss too :/
