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14 years ago
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Can we just pretend that airplanes
in the night sky
were like shooting stars...
in the night sky
were like shooting stars...
I guess this is just a bit of a rant.. Or me expressing my concerns of the moment.
See.. I had a bit of money my mom and dad sent me. Total of 300$ at the beginning of the month. No, we didnt buy crazy stuff.
All of that money has gone to gas used to mostly go around job hunting in the mornings and occasionally to go out and see friends because we cant just sit in our homes all day.
Rest of it went to groceries because his dad sucks at buying groceries.
he rarely ever eats at home.
He makes 2360 a month. PLUS gets 900 bucks from his mom, Crush's grandma, to cover house payments.
The guy makes enough to buy the simple stuff we need.. Bread, milk, cereal, hotdogs cause theyre cheap, you know.. Simple, cheap food. But does he buy any food? no. His money goes for things like taking his multiple girlfriends/booty calls out on dates and shit around the house he doesnt need.
Its SO hard for me to just sit here and not say anything. Im trying so hard to just bite my lip and move on.
But now, we're pretty much out of money. I have 20 bucks left but I need to ship off a tail commission tomorrow since the places are closed today. So I'll be down to probably 4-5 bucks. MAYBE. I dont have anything else to buy groceries or even gas with.
And the guy wants us to apply for food stamps. If we told the food stamp place the truth, they wouldnt approve us because Crush's dad makes more than enough to feed us. If we lied about anything, we could be sued for fraud.
I just dont want to deal with any of this.
I've been looking for a job constantly with no results. I've tried craigslist, monster, applied for all the stores around here, walked around asking, everything.. Im finding it really hard sometimes to stay positive because I'm so used to having a job and being helpful moneywise. but Im feeling rather worthless now especially when his dad makes some comments like "well we hace a chef in the house that doesnt even cook" yeah that stuff hurts my feelings. Because you know, Ive cooked for him before and gotten comments that also kinda hurt so for one I stopped liking to cook for him, and two, we dont have any fucking thing to even cook.
You know what our pantry has? soup, ramen, cereal, eggs, bread... yeah all stuff that I've bought.
Sorry.. im just kinda annoyed and lost on what to do at this point.
i want to leave. So bad. I hate living here.
See.. I had a bit of money my mom and dad sent me. Total of 300$ at the beginning of the month. No, we didnt buy crazy stuff.
All of that money has gone to gas used to mostly go around job hunting in the mornings and occasionally to go out and see friends because we cant just sit in our homes all day.
Rest of it went to groceries because his dad sucks at buying groceries.
he rarely ever eats at home.
He makes 2360 a month. PLUS gets 900 bucks from his mom, Crush's grandma, to cover house payments.
The guy makes enough to buy the simple stuff we need.. Bread, milk, cereal, hotdogs cause theyre cheap, you know.. Simple, cheap food. But does he buy any food? no. His money goes for things like taking his multiple girlfriends/booty calls out on dates and shit around the house he doesnt need.
Its SO hard for me to just sit here and not say anything. Im trying so hard to just bite my lip and move on.
But now, we're pretty much out of money. I have 20 bucks left but I need to ship off a tail commission tomorrow since the places are closed today. So I'll be down to probably 4-5 bucks. MAYBE. I dont have anything else to buy groceries or even gas with.
And the guy wants us to apply for food stamps. If we told the food stamp place the truth, they wouldnt approve us because Crush's dad makes more than enough to feed us. If we lied about anything, we could be sued for fraud.
I just dont want to deal with any of this.
I've been looking for a job constantly with no results. I've tried craigslist, monster, applied for all the stores around here, walked around asking, everything.. Im finding it really hard sometimes to stay positive because I'm so used to having a job and being helpful moneywise. but Im feeling rather worthless now especially when his dad makes some comments like "well we hace a chef in the house that doesnt even cook" yeah that stuff hurts my feelings. Because you know, Ive cooked for him before and gotten comments that also kinda hurt so for one I stopped liking to cook for him, and two, we dont have any fucking thing to even cook.
You know what our pantry has? soup, ramen, cereal, eggs, bread... yeah all stuff that I've bought.
Sorry.. im just kinda annoyed and lost on what to do at this point.
i want to leave. So bad. I hate living here.
I really think you two should have a talk with him. He's supposed to provide more than just a roof over your heads. And it's not like you haven't been trying. You've been busting your ass to find a job (and so has Crush), he should at least respect that and give you guys a little credit. And that cooking comment? He expects you to cook for them but he won't buy any food to cook WITH? What the fuck?
I don't know, I would say something at this point. It's not fair if he's not holding up his end of the deal or criticizing you guys when you genuinely are trying. Some changes should definitely be made on his part.
You've got my number; you can call or text me anytime you're feeling down and need to talk. I hope you feel better dude.
As far at the food and him poorly spending money, thats not my place. If I could, I'd have talked to him days ago. But he isnt my dad. He isnt my child. He isnt technically even family yet since Joe and I arent married. Plus I have a bit of a problem talking to him anyways cause he doesnt seem to ever listen and it just makes me mad then I cry LOL I cry when Im mad xD; Then I just cant talk cause im all retarded-like.
And even so, Crush should talk to him at least.
yea dude, he needs to understand how shitty this economy is these days :\ I'd totally help you if i wasn't hurting for money as well ;~;