Yes, I will becoming less and less frequent on the internet for a while, at least until I pull my grades up to at least a B average. I won't go into detail but school keeps getting harder and harder and I need to just buckle down and do it. I might as well do it instead of trying to please myself with dead-end pleasures. Nothing excites and pleases me anymore It's all so boring and monotonous... art just isn't coming anymore. I cranked out a few things (that I may or may not upload depending on my time) but that's it. I'm not one to make the "<i>oh woe is me!"</i> speech so I wont but I am depressed and lacking variety. my life seems to be such a day after day thing and my moods swing faster than ever these days.

so I'm sorry but I have to leave for a while and just...be alone with myself. no one else really; not my friends or boyfriend or family, just myself and I'm sorry if anyone is offended that I'm gonna be a lot more snippy and short with people and more distant but I just can't do [this] anymore.