Hi guys first of all id like to say how sorry I am. Iv been introverted and retracted from you all more and more over the last 6 monthes and Im really really sorry for that I hope your forgive me and be there for me.

As some of you may now know 3 days ago me and Noah split up we have just been growing apart and its been one of the hardest things iv ever done :(.

Its still to raw to go into details and I want anyone reading this to understand that me and Noah are still friends and Ill allways look after him and care for him.

For the moment hes staying here I won't just kick him out and Ill be trying to get him with his own help on his feet and with any luck try and get him back as much as I can to his old hyper loving self. Hes a lovly guy with such a good hart and he deserves to be his best for them.

As for me ? well im not sure what I want right now. I m trying to sort myslef out too a reboot of myself trying to get some better clothes and not spend so much on luxury stuff like games and TFs and get more things like wights and a treadmill witch my mum looks like shes up for ^^.
So I hope to lose some weight soon. And when im off this course in 6 weeks ill be able to do even more.

Im even thinking of changing my name again to something more normal from Fox to maybe my middle name Andrew back when i changed it it was a way to get the world to say my name back to me and they would not have a choise. But now I have a whole comunity to tell me my real name and embrace it tho might make Fox my mid name tho. I know it will piss my adopted bro off but i might change my last back to Chapman. We bearly talk noways and iv always regretted it again need to do stuff for myself need to take charge of myself or I could end up in a very bad way medically and mentally.

I love all my friends and I hope again you will remember me I know iv been away but if your have me back I want to make my fam again and be a good head of it. Just next CF your have to let me have my time to party ^^