Today Im going to try to hang out with my friend! Its going to be real weird but yeah, Im going to work my hardest today so that I can get there faster. *meep* My heart is pounding so fast for the excitement...

I got home yesterday and I went in my room and it was totally clean and reorganized...lol...I mean...different furniture and everything...lol. But yeah...kind of weird...now my shirt drawer is my underwear drawer...lol...I have 2 now! Hehe...

But yeah...the other day at school...I was down in the lobby of the restaurant...and one of the students Melissa asked me to take the two tops off for her...then I said back to her...

"How do you take 2 'tops' off?"

lol...she knows Im gay and that Im submissive and she just smiled, laughed and said, just do it you damn pervert...lol.

But yeah, and then yesterday we were wine tasting and the group was talking and my mind clicked cause I thought somebody said something. I said,

"Did you just say bride?"

Then the restaurant manager Shanon said to me, no Steven, we all know you dont want a bride! XD Then I was like, I would be the bride! *laughs*

I had another dream last night...it was...kind of nice I guess...but, it was like as if I was in a relationship with my best friend Ryan. It was really different though, I mean...he was alway so close to me in my dream...we would be holding each other close and i would be laying on the floor with him either on him or whatever...fully clothed perverts! XD

But yeah...I was at home with my parents doing something in the back of the truck but Ryan came over and he said,

'Steven, I heard that you were going to be away for a while...so I brought some of my clothes that I worn that you can take with you, I know that you like to wear my clothes after I wear them...'

lol.

But I was kind of busy...I was like, thanks...but why are you here? And then he said that he wanted to see me...I dont know why Im even dreaming this...its like...I really do like Ryan a whole lot...but Ryan is too immature right now...and he needs to get his head in the game...I think that if he is more open about liking men and junk then I would totally be his boyfriend...if he wanted that...but yeah...it was a nice dream...quite different...but lovely to think about.

I feel, odd, but oh well...Im just happy Im going to spend some time with my friends before heading out to Cali! :D I basically have to wait 7 days until I get my ear peirced...still nervous about the whole needle thing too...

I do want to see Ryan real badly though...I dont see him as much as I want to. He really is a sweetheart down to the core...