everyone here probably knows i am lactose, spice, sun, and light sensitive... what you might NOT know is that my bunny is allergic to grass. she went to work like any other day and the team had to find room to talk about something, i dont know what just some meeting outside, and her skin started to itch. then her throat closed and she had a hard time talking or swallowing, then her face and back broke out into a rash and her hands and face became inflamed. her hands grew till she couldnt pull off her rings.

right now she has had a major amount of antihistamines and is knocked out cold beside me. i know she will get better, but it is so disturbing to me when my own wife is so sick she cant talk well, and is having a panic attack, and i cant help her. she needed a doctor so i located one but she had to drive herself (with me too of course) to see him. i have almost never had been so scared. only one thing made me more scared ever... and i wont talk about that right now.

i can feel her pain and frustration. i can feel her dizzyness and annoyance and i wish more than anything i could help just take it all away.. but i cant. i wish so much i could but i cant. damnit...