Well, so... um... yeah.

I've kinda been a bit...... okay, so really, reallly just... blaaahhhh. I kinda just curled up in a dark corner and tried to forget about stuff and that really didn't help much. I've tried drawing and NOTHING comes from the other side of the pencil cept crappy doodles. I just can't get anything right. Specially on paper. I've tried getting feelings out on paper like how I normally do and it did nothing for me. just kinda made it a bit worse. I've got stuff to be realllllly happy about and I just can't. it's like, two seconds I'm all XD and the next four hours afterward I'm just all '*locks door, burries compy as if it'll come alive and approach me, and hides under blanket and pillow*'.



Sorry for not getting the pics done or anything. I've been trying, I really have. It's just not working. I'll give it another shot after school...


Oh, and the fact I got a bad piece of candy (yush, I was stoopid and went door to door on halloween) and was sick for a couple days from just one piece of the stupid candy really didn't help.



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