problem seems to be I can't seem to ever have the money or time or abilities to get to most fur cons. I am mostly stumped is the time and money issues due to living with elderly parents and helping them out survive lately. I get pissy at them with there overprotective nature. though I love them to death and nobody else seems to help them both my sisters have there own kids. I assume my brother is having his own life. When Austin Texas use to have the independent games conference I would smile because I had a place I could afford and go near by. Problem is that place is long gone and I have nowhere else to go to so I feel stuck in either online or just praying to god there will be another convention.

I am missing out of potential real life friends and good contacts. so far Second Life is the only time I had some contacts. I'm really needing help with some ideal projects. it seems nobody can be contacted. due to a messed up situation I'm