ugg... well i am now in summer. sadly i still dont know if i have graduated. i passed my history class with a solid b but my math class is still in the air... it can now be the reason i pass or fail my graduation. it might be graded now but im scared to look.

on top of it all i need to get a job as soon as time to save up money.
for what? well i need to apply to the collage i want to go to next in washinton state. i need to find a way to pay to move, for a place, for school... all for about 4 years... i need to find scholarships and such. o and to be sure to pay for my wisdom teeth to be removed before they do perpent damage to my mouth.

to top it all off my mom whom ive been living with seems to be circling the drain. shes grown depressed and scard for her job. hardly moves and is over 5o and is overweight. her stress is getting to me, and even though shes is being abused by her bosses she only says " its their word agaist mine" and it just gets depressimg like that.

o and the worthless roommate is still around. my mom has it in her mind she cant make it without him so i cant say shit no matter what he does. he was supposed to only stay a year. has been around for about 2 now. well now his ditsy daughter cant go back to her home in cali since her mother is getting another divorce, and is on drugs and has no wish to deal with her spoiled daughters crap. i know i should be more understanding but i just want them out of my house >< they have ruined my last two years.