I give up. These people are too stubborn to listen to reason. And anytime I try to stick up for myself I get yelled at and bible verses and stories thrown at me. WTF guys? All I did was say I don't believe in your god and ya'll are acting like I said "Oh hey guise I just killed a baby and now I'm going to use your stove to cook it. Please step aside so I can have my yummy baby meat" All I did was state my opinion. No I don't think god is talking to you though a FB status no I don't believe that just because you think its a dragon egg its a god damn fucking dragon egg. Thing could belong to any number of creatures!! Just because your "heart" says it is doesn't make it so. Also how can you claim to of read the bible and still think that angels are described as "human like" and hell is cavern filled with lava and demons poking you in the ass with pitchforks? How can you claim to be a god fearing person and sit there judging me for living my life?? How you "love" god and hate your own flesh and blood?? Who are you to say who is going to hell? I thought god was our only true judge? No you've taken it apon yourself to say who deserves what huh? You in all your drunken fucked up ways. You're so blind you don't even know whats really in the book you claim to read and love. No I don't need to go to church and stop fucking claiming shit about my relationship you know shit about. He doesn't go because he doesn't fucking want to. He wants to play his game cuddle me and live our happy fucking life without your rude disrespectful ass in it. I'm seriously thinking about to cut off all ties with you. Part of the reason I wanted to move to Portland? To get the fuck away from you. A lot easier to ignore your ignorant ass from an hour away. Hell maybe we might move to Seattle be even better. At least his mom respects her son accepts him for who he is and LOVES him. Unlike you. All my life you've either ignored me plain weren't there or told me I'm a horrible person and I'm going to hell. And the time I came to you for comfort and you FUCKING DISOWNED ME. So you know what fuck you fuck your god and fuck everything else. I am not your kid. If you can't accept and love me for who I am. You are not a true follower of god as you claim. A true follower of god ACCEPTS people for who they are. Its in your "good book". I am me and I will always fallow my own path. It has lead me to awesome people. It lead me straight to my mate who loves me for me and even tho sometimes I mess with him and he gets mad he could never not love me. True undying love,awesome friends and a communality that accepts everyone(even if sometimes we want to boot some people =P) why do I have this? because I didn't fallow you. I didn't need a hand to hold to get me to where I am. I don't need a god to tell me whats right and what wrong. I don't need someone threating me so I do good. I'm sorry you do. I feel bad for you that you need to be threatened so you do good things. Tho like I said before you never really did anything good for me. As the "black sheep" I am happier then all you "normal" sheep. I don't have a man who abuses me. I don't have to try to pay off people so they want to hang out with me. And I don't substitute marital objects for love. I did try to forgive you and let you prove that you can love me and be a good mom. But no you want me to be a "normal" brain washed idiot like the rest of you. You want me to walk in your foot steps "fallowing" god and pretending like everything is ok. Acting like if I give people stuff they will love me. </end rant>