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It's over. I feel alot better.
18 years ago
I learned the life lesson.
I reached my conclusion.
It was never about how he treated me, what upset me was initially and fully how he treated my friends. That's what barraged me. When I suddenly realized he is your problem and not mine =D
So I felt a hell of a lot better. I also feel asleep this afternoon after 2 days of no sleep. So I just woke up.
I was cleaning up the yard of branches a bit when I thought about this- a pruner was just here and cleared away some foliage.
There is no use getting upset over something that effects someone else I cannot control, I cannot make someone behave a certain way. I can overlook everything he did to me.
When I heard how he effected my friends I went ballistic.
Cause I care about you guys, your my friends.
And in the end, I think that is what this lesson taught me. Your my real friends. You were there for me, he wasn't.
You do not try, you do.
You do not just talk, you act on what you say. He was evasive, and ran from confrontation. He had no leg to stand on.
Thanks to the people who showed support. It's you guys that kept me going.
I reached my conclusion.
It was never about how he treated me, what upset me was initially and fully how he treated my friends. That's what barraged me. When I suddenly realized he is your problem and not mine =D
So I felt a hell of a lot better. I also feel asleep this afternoon after 2 days of no sleep. So I just woke up.
I was cleaning up the yard of branches a bit when I thought about this- a pruner was just here and cleared away some foliage.
There is no use getting upset over something that effects someone else I cannot control, I cannot make someone behave a certain way. I can overlook everything he did to me.
When I heard how he effected my friends I went ballistic.
Cause I care about you guys, your my friends.
And in the end, I think that is what this lesson taught me. Your my real friends. You were there for me, he wasn't.
You do not try, you do.
You do not just talk, you act on what you say. He was evasive, and ran from confrontation. He had no leg to stand on.
Thanks to the people who showed support. It's you guys that kept me going.
*hugs and tickles a bit, then laughs a bit along and smiles*
Bahamut, because you wanna skimp on names, has been there for you, so that's bullshit. What it really is is that you feel beat out because he's seemingly beendiverting attention from you, lately.
If you'd stop trying to be an attention whore and sit and talk rationally about shit, then you'd get that it's you that caused the issue, not him. If you want something, you take the time for it, not cry in a corner with a ward of false defenses and lies. You need to try asking questions and discussing things before assuming conclusions.
end of disgussion... END OF FRIENDSHIP!!! it was all over for you and you disappeared!!
so NOW this is probably what? 2 years since i haven't talked to you? and now making a forum of your sad drama queen life to everyone here on how you were TREATED by this unknown person? I really liked you but you're gonna have to GROW up and live life and get your head out of your ass. life is not what you see it to be.
I cared about our friendship Pallendinthug, but appearenally you didn't anymore... you left that behind and buried it, because i said something wrong to you... you take care of yourself bud and i hope life treats you well.
It got to the point where I tried to talk to you I didn't immediately have the time to do gift art for you, I kept asking you to wait for a few months to pass in order for me to get things together for Anthrocon.
You bugged me on a nightly basis about it asking when it would be done.
I reexplained myself each time and explained how stressed I was for time, and deadlines.
You kept at me, asking when it'd be done and started to more aggressive with your wanting gift artwork. I had no problem to give it to you, but my life at that point was complicated due to issuses with family moving in and out.
I explained everything, the moving, the sitting for my sister, my inability to get privacy for the gift art you wanted.
You kept at me, asking daily when it'd be done.
I asked for some distance.
You refused.
I needed to get family issues done.
You did not understand. You kept at me, and became a monkey on my back. You made coming online to relax harder when I needed the relax time most of all due to the family issuses and moving, and Anthrocon deadlines etc.
It became troublesome. I kept asking for some understanding, you would not give it.
I do not engage in Drama on that level. You take pot shots at people for no reason.
Your 40 years+ old. Grow up Tom. You need to shape up a little.
Just because I didn't draw your orc and gorilla the world will not end.
Your the victim. I hurt you cause you said so.
Be a victim somewhere else Tom.
This will be the last time I write to you. Directly or indirectly. I will no longer acknowledge you.
Notice how I never comment or write on your journal. Nor will I ever.
I cannot Imagen what you do for a living is very satisfying if you constantly come back to me for a yuck.
NICE juicy LIE there buddy, do you do this to ALL your past buddies you recentently broke up with??? DAILY BASIS??? ahh that's 1 lie, 2, you haven't drawn a Picture for me for a YEAR!!! i did THREE for you... within months, you were working on a THING picture on open canvas what happened with that?? I take POT SHOTS at people?? listen to yourself how you disgriminate yourself on NOT replying and ending the conversation...
I said one thing to you at that was it.... you ran off and kissed your ass, 2 years ago... on this recent event, and NOW with me... you're a PRICK Pallandinthug... you will always be a BRICK...if you can't face the problems you're induring, nobody wants to hear them so save yourself the hassle... you might have LESSER friends then you seem to realize.
what i do for a LIVING never justify of what you're going through though, i envy you... PITY, shameless and HEARTLESS such a waste of GREAT talent.
Thank you very much for you open disgussion and your sweet SWEET LIES.... love and kisses goes out to you, THANK you for NOT caring. hope things work out!! bye bye.
Oh dear. Well, keep going man.