Carp, it Is 2. I understand a few of your problems. Is there a Gym anywhere you can get to? They are air conditioned and have fans. If you can find a swimming pool, even better. The natural resistance of the water provides an excellent full-body workout. Excercising releases endorphins which raise self-esteem. As for finding a job, an Employment Agency could help. Putting together a rough resume would help them place you in a job. If you're desperate, there's also Craigslist and other online Job finding sites. Plus the more you're out of the house, the less you have to deal with that other guy :3

Yeah, Arizona is a hot place. 120* is the daily norm when summer hits around most places in Arizona, and it really sucks. If you wear heavy clothes, you sweat and overheat, but if you wear too little your skin literally gets cooked off your bones. That's why I'd never want to live there. =(

The weight thing isn't too big of a deal; you can lose it easily with a little willpower. And I guarantee you that Joe doesn't think that way of you; he would never do something like that over your weight. You're his everything, don't forget it.

I still think Joe should talk to his dad about the situation with you guys looking for jobs and trying to survive and stuff. It may be his house and everything, but it's not like you guys haven't been trying. He's not giving you guys credit for your efforts and that's not fair.

Idk...I just hate seeing you down because things aren't working out. You guys have been trying so hard to get out of the grave and you've been met with a brick wall at every turn, so I can't blame you for feeling that way. But don't give up. You can worry about it when you cross that bridge, but you're not there yet, so don't give it any room to fester.

You've been a good friend, I really hate seeing you down like this. I hope you feel better dude. =(

-clings to- I luh yew bby ;~;