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My recent behavior for the last weeks, and the apology...
14 years ago
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Recently I have been making a lot of people angry at me for how I have been acting recently. I have been acting rather childish lately and have made many people upset. While I have made some new friends in t he last month, I have noticed that I have been either losing contact with good friends or have destroyed the possibility to have a relationship with new people. For that reason, I would like to explain why I have been acting the way I have and apalogize for my behavior.
The first reason for why I have been acting the way I have, is mostly stress. Throughout the year I have been in charge of a major research project that I needed to work on, around a few months ago it had all fell apart, and consiquently in the last few weeks I have been dealing with loads of stress from the science project, as well as many other papers I have been working on. Usually when I am having tons of stress I lose sleep, and my brain can not function as well even with the medication I have. Thus I have been very, aggrevating to people, either by being annoying, undecisive, childish, immature and other ways.
Most recently in the last week, the way I have acted has gotten aggresivly worst because of the necessity to get my papers done. Today I have completed the majority of the papers, including the research paper which was 30 pages long. A lot of problems went wrong with that paper and the project, as well as other things in my life.
My health hasn't been to good recently have been having some issues with my throat and stomach, on top of very bad allergies and asthma. My throat and stomach problems have been around for around 9 months, and the doctors still don't really know what has been causing my health issues and every attempts so far have been met with failure. However my sickness does not really give me an honest excuse to why I have been behaving, and neither does my stress or personal issues (which will most likely never be discussed).
For all those who I have offended and have turned away from a possible friendship with me. I am truly and deeply sorry. I plead with you to give me one more chance if I have upset you in any way, but it is up to you however. While I would like the opportunity for a second chance, most people do not receive that opportunity so if you do not want to give me one I understand.
Sincerely
Nova
The first reason for why I have been acting the way I have, is mostly stress. Throughout the year I have been in charge of a major research project that I needed to work on, around a few months ago it had all fell apart, and consiquently in the last few weeks I have been dealing with loads of stress from the science project, as well as many other papers I have been working on. Usually when I am having tons of stress I lose sleep, and my brain can not function as well even with the medication I have. Thus I have been very, aggrevating to people, either by being annoying, undecisive, childish, immature and other ways.
Most recently in the last week, the way I have acted has gotten aggresivly worst because of the necessity to get my papers done. Today I have completed the majority of the papers, including the research paper which was 30 pages long. A lot of problems went wrong with that paper and the project, as well as other things in my life.
My health hasn't been to good recently have been having some issues with my throat and stomach, on top of very bad allergies and asthma. My throat and stomach problems have been around for around 9 months, and the doctors still don't really know what has been causing my health issues and every attempts so far have been met with failure. However my sickness does not really give me an honest excuse to why I have been behaving, and neither does my stress or personal issues (which will most likely never be discussed).
For all those who I have offended and have turned away from a possible friendship with me. I am truly and deeply sorry. I plead with you to give me one more chance if I have upset you in any way, but it is up to you however. While I would like the opportunity for a second chance, most people do not receive that opportunity so if you do not want to give me one I understand.
Sincerely
Nova
