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Fuck my life \o/
14 years ago
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Welp, I'm writing this cuz I hate my life again. Why? Welp, somebody who used to be my best friend hates me over a stupid arguement he won't get the hell over and is being a spineless pussy about the whole issue, then on a couple other notes I'm still a resident in heartbreak hotel after a personal matter, oh and let's not forget I am completely fucking up what few friendships I have left! \o/
One of my best r/l friends Tyler and I also got into a fight, and I suspect he has hostile feelings towards me now. Yippee. And he's also probably gonna go to Prison. To add more shit on this little misery pile, another good buddy of mine, long story short, that I had somewhat of a close relationship then some up and down encounters with removed me, and I'm pretty sure that we hate each other. Maybe I just hate him now or idk what.
In other news, I'm still having difficulty getting a job. Most of my applications apparantly have gotten turned down completely flat, and I haven't heard from any of my other ones. I'm almost flat broke, my mom irl is giving me a hell of a hard time, and here's the kicker ladies and gents:
I dunno what I wanna do with my life, and as of today, I officially don't care! Hoo! \o/ Shit's falling apart and no matter what I try to do to fix it, nobody wants to listen to my inane or depressing ranting, nobody gives a rats ass whether I'm lonely 24/7 or not, and my closest friends can't remember diddly squat any of the good times we had and don't really care about them, they just wanna throw me out in front of a fucking car and get on with their lives like they took out the trash.
Oh and before anyone mentions why I'm not taking medication, seeking counseling, or finding any sort of reason to self improve myself, I got 2 simple reasons: Can't afford it, and no reason to do it! I lost my best friends, my girlfriend, my job, and my credentials are going quickly down the drain, whether I control that factor or not. Oh and just a small subnote on that, I'm not doin college cuz...welp, I dunno what career to do nor do I give a damn about doing it! Waste o' time if you ask me! :3
Ladies and gentleman, I kindly invite you all to find me irl and blow my brains out :D Cuz I'm getting sick and tired of all this bullshit and no matter what I do or say to POSSBILY fix it, nobody gives a rat's ass and it doesn't make one lick of a difference. Case closed! Imma go brood now, maybe bang my head against a wall a few dozen times until I bust it open.
($50 that it'll take 2-3 times, especially if I do it really hard :P Any takers?)
My life's story, the update, ladies and gents. Hope you like it! \o/
P.S. I'm watching My Little Pony. I think it's official to put on the record that I have gone insane. ^^
One of my best r/l friends Tyler and I also got into a fight, and I suspect he has hostile feelings towards me now. Yippee. And he's also probably gonna go to Prison. To add more shit on this little misery pile, another good buddy of mine, long story short, that I had somewhat of a close relationship then some up and down encounters with removed me, and I'm pretty sure that we hate each other. Maybe I just hate him now or idk what.
In other news, I'm still having difficulty getting a job. Most of my applications apparantly have gotten turned down completely flat, and I haven't heard from any of my other ones. I'm almost flat broke, my mom irl is giving me a hell of a hard time, and here's the kicker ladies and gents:
I dunno what I wanna do with my life, and as of today, I officially don't care! Hoo! \o/ Shit's falling apart and no matter what I try to do to fix it, nobody wants to listen to my inane or depressing ranting, nobody gives a rats ass whether I'm lonely 24/7 or not, and my closest friends can't remember diddly squat any of the good times we had and don't really care about them, they just wanna throw me out in front of a fucking car and get on with their lives like they took out the trash.
Oh and before anyone mentions why I'm not taking medication, seeking counseling, or finding any sort of reason to self improve myself, I got 2 simple reasons: Can't afford it, and no reason to do it! I lost my best friends, my girlfriend, my job, and my credentials are going quickly down the drain, whether I control that factor or not. Oh and just a small subnote on that, I'm not doin college cuz...welp, I dunno what career to do nor do I give a damn about doing it! Waste o' time if you ask me! :3
Ladies and gentleman, I kindly invite you all to find me irl and blow my brains out :D Cuz I'm getting sick and tired of all this bullshit and no matter what I do or say to POSSBILY fix it, nobody gives a rat's ass and it doesn't make one lick of a difference. Case closed! Imma go brood now, maybe bang my head against a wall a few dozen times until I bust it open.
($50 that it'll take 2-3 times, especially if I do it really hard :P Any takers?)
My life's story, the update, ladies and gents. Hope you like it! \o/
P.S. I'm watching My Little Pony. I think it's official to put on the record that I have gone insane. ^^
And I know its hard to listen to a complete stranger, but I think I may be closer to than I realize to this. If you want to talk and get an unbiased opinion, I'll be here. I'm only a pervert half the time.