they are, I think I'm drawing more and more. It's amazing how something so stupid can paralyze you and turn you into everything you vowed never to be. Teenage annngggsssttt, at least i haven't felt suicidal for a while lol
THAT ASIDE
like I said I've been drawing @w@ I want to get back up to being able to complete shit but it's a work in progress. I do some stupid doodles here: http://likeaspacemonkey.tumblr.com/
(hm, whatever happened to my Swedish sketch blog? lol who knows)
I've been into the whole Yu-Gi-Oh! fandom which has been fun, it started off as 'lol I really like reading bad fanfiction' and 'lol yugioh abridged' but idk I guess I get attached to the characters? -COUGHbakuraandmarik- Considering how old the bloody anime is, it's a bit strange. Last time I got this attached to an anime was when I was really into Gravitation and that was yeeeaaaars ago~ I'm even writing some fanfiction oh god
nonetheless it helps to focus on something that's not those nagging problems for me, and my psychologist told me drawing's pretty therapeutic for someone like me SO I guess I'll have to keep working at that! I'm enjoying drawing different things and I can't wait to get back to commissions C: I want to do the best I can before I get to that though, it's only fair~
speaking of which, he managed to give me the biggest mindfuck of my life and it feels wonderful because it gave me so much hope

HEY ANY AUSTRALIANS GOING TO SYDNEY'S SMASH? I want to go ;w; I'll be going with some pals and if anyone from here is going that would be hella cool to know if I can meet some folks