Aw man,

Today was just a mess of emotions. I can barely make sense of the different feelings I have encountered today. I was pumped and confident at school today because it was Field Day and it's normal to feel that way. Then I felt a sense of relief when 3:30 rolled around because school ended and now I had a weekend to enjoy. I followed my mom as she took me around town on some errands. When her errands were done, she asked if I wanted to wait around for the play. The play was well worth the hour I was there for. I cried (actually CRIED) because the play was really touching to me and then I went home. I went inside to play some video games only to get mad at my brothers ten minutes later. Not mad like somewhat peeved off but full-blown pissed-off mode. I felt so bad at myself at blowing up at them and I can't deal with things right now.

Somehow typing this journal seemed therapeutic to me but I still don't feel well enough to deal with anyone just yet.

Until next time,
Ilmax (AKA TheFalsePrediction17)